BhIsMaN

2010-02-13T17:27:00.002+08:00

I AM BACK BUT I DUNNO WHAT TO POST

2010-01-05T18:03:00.000+08:00

ITS THE SECOND DAY OF SCHOOL

yet i am so tired

i went to school as usual

walked and walked then i met

zaviour aiyo i was like fuck fuck i am dead

then faster faster run from him

then reach school

the go hall

hold the card card thingy

like seriously i am quite sure everyone knows where they shld sit la

they are not babies

the had lessons

POA seems more understandable now a days

like seriously

then had PE

MY PE TEACHER IS LENNA CHENG / ONG

SHE MAKE US DO WIERD THINGS

CLAP FOR LIKE 100 TIMES

WAH MY HAND DAM PAIN

then had some talk in the hall

talk and talk

now transferring things to a hard drive

which take like 2 days and has not completed

like omg

I DUN NOE WHAT WRONG

i am gonna go and shower

and start studying like yesterday

tmr i have sec 1 orientation leh

very fuck leh

okay

will post later

bye bye

ITS A NEW GAME

2010-01-05T00:18:00.003+08:00

TODAY IS THE FRST DAY OF SCHOOL

WAS EXCITING

BUT I HAD THE STUPID COUNCIL THING WHICH RUIN THE WHOLE THING

BUT ANYWAY I AM LIKE GOING TO SLEEP SOON

I STUDIED FOR 3 HOURS TODAY

I THINK THIS IS AN ACHEIVEMENT

I WILL CONTINUE TO STUDY LIKE THAT

I AM FUCKING SLEEPY AFTER

A LONG LONG LONG DAY

GD NITE

TMR WILL BE A LONGER DAY

SCHOOL THE NEXT DAY

2010-01-03T23:20:00.002+08:00

ITS THE LAST DAY OF HOLIDAYS

YET THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL

I CANT WAIT TO GO TO SCHOOL

BESIDES THE PART THAT I DID NOT DO MY HOMEWORK

I CANT BE BOTHERED U WILL DEFINATELY GET AN EXTRA DEADLINE

SO WHY BOTHER

ANYWAY I MISS MY CLASSMATES ALOT

I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THEM

HAHA LOL

I GOT SOME WIERD COUNCIL THING TMR

LIKE SUPER FARK

START THE YEAR WIF COUNCIL

AIYO AIYO

ANYWAY

I HOPE TO START THE YEAR RITE

SO I SHALL TRY TO STUDY FROM NOW ON

ALRITES THEN I AM GONNA CATCH SOME SLEEP NOW

GD NITES

FIRSTJANUARY2010

2010-01-01T20:21:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR

ITS 2010

ITS A NEW BEGINNING A NEW START A NEW CHAPTER A NEW FAIRYTALE A NEW PATH A NEW LIFE

I HOPE EVERYTHING THIS YEAR WOULD BE A BED OF ROSES

I HAVE SUFFERED TO MUCH LAST YEAR

ANYWAYS

LET BYGONES BE BYGONES

I AM GONNA PUT A FULL STOP TO EVERYTHING

LIKE EVERYTHING

TALKING ON THE PHONE TOO LONG
WAISTING MONEY
I HAVE TO STUDY

THIS ARE MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AM I FORTUNATE

2009-12-28T14:53:00.001+08:00

I WASN'T REALLY FORTUNATE AFTER ALL
IT HAS BEEN ALMOST 6 MONTHS SINCE I LOST THE MOST IMPORTANT RELATIONSHIP IN THE WORLD .
SINCE THE DAY MY FOSTER DAD WAS BEING TAKEN AWAY FROM ME I FEEL THAT MY ENTIRE LIFE IS JUST SO BITTER EVEN IF I STILL HAVE EVERYTHING HE HAS NOT PUT ME IN SUCH A SITUATION HE HAS MADE MY LIFE SO LUXUORIOUS .
I KINDDA MISS HIM FOR A WHILE
I HAVE BEEN HAVING REALLY BAD DREAMS , I HAVE TRIED TO COPE WITH MY OWN LIFE . BUT EVERY MOMENT IT ONLY BECOMES WORST I HAVE GONE THROUGH SO MANY STAGES WHICH I ALWAYS THOUGHT IT WAS THE END BUT I HAVE OVERCOME IT BUT IT DOESNT END IT CONTINUES . PROBLEMS COME IN ANYWAY OR ANOTHER . ALL I KNOW THAT IT NOT MY FAULT THAT I CAME TO WORLD WHICH HAS TO SUDDENLY COLLAPSE ON ME WITH NO ONE TO FALL BACK ON . WAS IT REALLY MY FAULT ? AFTER ALL THIS I HAVE TO GO THRU SOME FUCKERS PARENTAL TORTURE . I DUN NOE HOW TO PUT IT BUT ALL I KNOW FROM THE MOMENT MY DEAD PASSED ON MY LIFE HAS BECOME A QUESTION MARK ?
I NOE THAT THIS WILL NOT LAST THAT LONG NOT EVEN A YEAR BUT I CANT WAIT FOR IT TO END . I AM NOT SURE EVEN THE ENDING WILL BE A PEACEFULL ONE BUT I JUST CANT WAIT FOR THAT ENDING TO COME I JUST WAITING I DUN MIND IF THE ENDING IS JUST NEXT TO ME UNFORTUNATELY IT IS NOT

SCHOOLS NEARING

2009-12-27T23:22:00.001+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS SEZAIRI

CHRISTSMAS IS OVER

MY CHRISTMAS WAS SPOILT VERY SOON AFTER IN STRIKE 12

BUT I AM QUITE SURE ITS A NEW YEAR

I HAVE GOT MY OWN RESOLUTIONS

MANY INFACT HOPEFULLY I WILL KEEP UP TO IT

I HAVE SO MUCH OF THINGS TO DO THIS WEEK

SME WIERD COUNCIL THING

MY TAIWAN TRIP

I HOPE ITS NOT GOING TO BE CALLED OFF

HAVE TO BUY MY BOOKS

BUY MY SHOES

FOR SCHOOL

I DUN NOE SO MUCH MORE

BUT FOR NOW I AM GONNA SLEEP TIGHT

GD NITE

2009-12-25T16:53:00.001+08:00

MERRY

CHRISTMAS

2009-12-23T20:05:00.002+08:00

I THOUGHT I FELT SO GOOD JUST HOURS AGO

BUT SUDDENLY

THE MINUTE AFTER SO LONG YOU CAME IN MY MIND AGAIN

IN MY EYES AGAIN

I FIND IY SO HARD TO ERASE THE MEMORIES OF YOU

ITS JUST SO MUCH TO BE ABSORBED AT ONE GO

I HAVE TRIED

AND TRIED

ALL YOUR MISTAKE HAS BLINDED ME

EVEN IF ANYONE ATTRACTS ME NTH WILL BE LIKE U

U WERE THE ONE WHOM I LOVED THE MOST

THE ONLY ONE WHOM I STILL LOVE

BABY I LOVE YOU

I REALLY DO

I AM NOT ASKING U TO COME BACK TO ME

CAN U PLEASE DUN RUIN UR BRIGHT FUTURE FOR STUPID ISSUES

MANY MIGHT BE THINKING THAT BHISMAN

BHISMAN

LOOKS LIKE AS IF I AM SO HAPPY

HAVING

FUN

CHEERFUL

ALL THIS IS JUST PURE RUBBISH

I HAVE LOST EVERYTHING

I HAVE LOST

I THINK I WAS JUST BORN TO LOOSE

IF THERE IS A WAY I WOULD WANT TO GO TO WHERE MY FATHER IS

CAN U BRING ME THERE

2009-12-21T02:06:00.000+08:00

i am back from my extreme wonderful yet fun time in bangkok

woah i tell u its just bloody good

like seriously

i enjoyed my self to the fullest

i have a little short break till xmas

then i have to start all my classes again

like seriously

freak lah

christmas is near by

santa is coming with so much of presents for everyone else except me

i went christmas shopping with div and jake

my gosh like really both of them tend to make me laugh

like mad

mad mad mad

seriously

hahaha

anyway cant wait for christmas

so much of plan

ho ho ho ho ho ho

2009-12-14T23:56:00.000+08:00

I AM FUCKING SICK BUT GUESS WHAT I AM FLYING FOR MY BEST HOLIDAY EVER ALTHOUGH ITS ONLY BANGKOK I AM GOING WITH ALL MY COUSINS , I HAVE LOST TOUCH WITH THEM FOR QUITE SOME TIME THIS TRIP WILL DEFIANTLY GET ME BURNT POCKET TRUST ME !!!!! BUT THE THING IS THAT I HAVENT GONE CLUBBING FOR SO LONG AND HERE IS IT I AM GONNA GO CRAZY WITH ALL THE FREAKING GOOD DRINKS MARGARITAS , VODKA , ALL THE FUCKING DRINKS OH MY GOSH GOSH THE BEST WILL BE THE SHOPPING
I CANT WAIT ANY LONGER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-08T01:03:00.000+08:00

ITS ALMOST GOING TO BE END OF THE YEAR

2009 IS GOING TO COME TO AN END

I HAVE REALIZED THAT I HAVE MADE SO MANY ERRORS

JUST SO MANY

I DUN NOE IF I CAN CHANGE ALL OF THEM

BUT I NOE THAT IF I WANT TO DO IT

I CAN

I MUST

HOLIDAYS HAS BEEN FUN

I AM WAITING FOR MY EXCITING BANGKOK TRIP NEXT WEEK

ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE MY FAMILY HAD SUCH AN OUTING

I AM REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO IT

AND ITS TIME FOR ME TO TAKE A BREAK

I AM GONNA NAP

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RASHIVIN

2009-12-01T19:21:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEPARATES

TOXIC DEVIL

RASHVIN

AS PROMISED UR BOTTLE OF CHIVAS WILL COME YOR WAY

HAVE THE BEST BIRTHDAY WITH MANY PARTIES

AND RMB U ARE 15 ALREADY

BE MORE MATURED

AND STOP WITH UR GANGSTERISM AND START TO STUDY

KAYZ

LOVE YOU ALOT

2009-11-27T10:32:00.002+08:00

i regret being your bloody dam friend

u are a plain cheat

fucker

an asshole who doesn't know who to talk to people

really

for all u have done

u will get it one day

tonight will be the best night after many many months of misery

i am finally taking the courage to go for a long holiday

tmr morning i am gonna start a new beginning

a new phase of life

i might sound so emo

practically i am not

not just one bastard got my life to another direction

but even my own friends

worst my own bestfriend who i claim that is my bestfriend

everyone

as never made my life more happy

may be sometimes

but i think most of the time

i am the one hurt

its true that its my life and i have got to face it

very true

so instead of whining own the phone everyday to some ppl

whom i irritated

so lets end it

i have given up on everything

i am going to then somewhere u will never find me

or u may find me

but if u do then i will pretend i never saw

this wasn't the first time i thought of doing this

but now i think its the best to do

no one need to care

anymore

forever

since the day i was born i was just a burdenend to everybody

from

my real parents

my foster parents

my foster uncle and aunts

my friends

to my self most importantly

this thing wont carry on for long

practically i noe the ending date for myself

2009-11-22T11:37:00.001+08:00

THIS WHOLE WEEK HAS BEEN VERY MUCH BORING

I DID NOT DO ANYTHING MUCH

I NEED TO TALK TO MY BEST FRIEND LIKE SOON

THE ONLY THING I HAVE BEEN DOING IS THAT WATCHING MOVIES

MOVIES

AND HAD GONE TO JAKARTA FOR 2 DAYS

I ONLY ATE AND ATE AND ATE

I DID NOT DO ANYTHING ELSE

ANYWAY BESTFRIEND FASTER COME BACK LAH HOR

I AM BORED

2009-11-18T20:21:00.000+08:00

I HATE EVERYONE

I HATE THEM

I SERIOUSLY

THANK GOD I WAS AN ORPHAN

THANK GOD

I DUN HAVE ANYONE ANYMORE

I DUN ONE ANYONE ANYMORE

EVEN THOSE I LOVE THAT MUCH

HAVE JUST GIVEN ME SHIT

LIKE SERIOUSLY

I NEED MY BEST-FRIEND NOW CAN SOMEONE HELP

2009-11-14T04:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEOW LAI MIN

CREDITS : PHOTO FROM HAZEL TAN

Birthday Song | Music Upload

2009-11-14T03:55:00.000+08:00

THE END OF THE WORLD WHICH MANY CLAIM TO BE

THE DOOMSDAY

I WATCHED THE MOVIE 2012 TODAY

I WAS JUST REFLECTING ABOUT WHILE I WAS WATCHING THE MOVIE

DOES

-MONEY

-YOUR STATUS

- YOUR RACE

- YOUR SKIN COLOUR

- THE PASSPORT YOU ARE HOLDING

SAVE YOU FROM

DYING

I AM NOT SURE BUT THE MOVIE KINDA SHOWED IT THAT WAY THOUGH

THIS MOVIES MAKES ME REALLY SCARED

ON WHETHER THIS PREDICTION IS TRUE

HOPEFULLY NOT

BUT IF IT

THEN WHAT ARE WE GONNA DO

??????

DOES IT STRIKE YOUR MIND

2009-11-08T15:10:00.000+08:00

WORKING WORKING

ITS GETTING ON MY NEREVE

LIKE SERIOUSLY

I AM BORED

I AM GOING

HOME SOON

CANT WAIT TO GET HOME

2009-11-08T00:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BHAVNA :D

2009-11-07T20:51:00.000+08:00

why do u have a phone

some times i really dun understand why is when u own a phone

and u dun pick up

it will be better if u could pick up and say I AM BUSY

OR I AM NOT INTERESTED TO SPEAK TO YOU

seriously

what does it show when u practically don't pick up

what if i do have something important for u

seriously imagine if someone did that to u

fark fark

today went to get bhavna present

yah

thats all for now

hopefully

THOSE WHO HAVE A PHONE AND DUN ANSWER IT WILL LEARN TO ANSWER IT

2009-11-06T01:23:00.000+08:00

I am blogging like so late today

cause i cant sleep for nuts

i didn't do anything besides decorating my room

for some visitors to see

i think it looks ugly

i dun one

i barely cant sleep

oh my gosh

urghhhh

help me

2009-11-04T16:17:00.000+08:00

I HAVE BEEN SICK THESE DAYS

I AM QUITE SURE MANY WILL NOE WHY

BUT AT LEAST I AM BACK

THANK GOD

MY GOSH

YESTERDAY

MY DAY STARTED

BY MEETING LAI MIN

AT WAN TAN MEE

THEN MET BRYAN , BHAVNA

THEN WENT TO NOVENA

TO EAT

THEN WENT TO DOUGHNUT FACTORY

EAT

WALK WALK WALK

GO SOME SUPER COOL CANDY PLACE IN UNITED SQUARE

MY GOSH

DAM COOL

YAH

THE TO

TOYSRUS

I DO THINK I HAVE DEPRIVED CHILD HOOD

YAH THEN PLAY PLAY

BOUGHT THEIR BAG

THERE

THEN HEADED BACK TO

FOR DINNER

WE END UP NOT EATING

THEN

WENT BACK HOME

THEN

BLAH BLAH BLAH HAPPENED

AND I AM NOW BLAH BLAH FINE

CURIOUS ????????

2009-11-02T14:25:00.001+08:00

I MADE CUPCAKES

2009-10-31T19:55:00.000+08:00

ITS THE START OF SCHOOL HOLIDAYS

TODAY WENT TO SCHOOL FOR THE VP TALK

I HAVE SUSOP NEXT YEAR

OMG

YAH

THEN WENT ORCHARD

STARTED WITH JENNIFER'S BODY

THEN TO ION

BOUGHT NEW CRUMPLER

FOR ME AND BESTFREN

LATER

WENT TO MAC TO BUY NEW COMP

COMING NEXT WEEK ONLY LAH

I VERY EXCITED

SERIOUSLY

THEN WENT SHOPPING LIKE MAD

ITS THE BEGINNING OF SCHOOL HOLIDAYS

I HOPE TO STUDY LIKE MAD

SERIOUSLY

AND I HAVE A FRESH NEW BEGINNING OR END TO MAKE

I AM NERVOUS

I AM WAITTING FOR THE RESULT

COUNCIL CAMP PICTURES

2009-10-28T20:58:00.002+08:00

2009-10-27T19:37:00.000+08:00

I AM REALLY PISSED

JUST ONE PERSON

THAT PERSON BETTER KNOW HOW FUCKED UP SHE IS

SERIOUSLY

BETTER

IF U DUN NOE

THEN U ARE JUST BORN

A BITCH , LOOSER

BUSY BODY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KISHA

2009-10-26T16:07:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

2009-10-09T14:28:00.000+08:00

EXAMINATIONS WAS HORRIBLE

TUESDAY : ENGLISH

THAT WEE WEE GUY SUCKS ALOT

HE DUN EVEN NOE HOW TO SET PAPER LAH

FUCKER !!!!!!!

THE SUMMARY WRITTING WAS AMAZINGLY STUPID LIKE SERIOUSLY

WAH LAO

SO LONG THE NAME VERY HARD TO WRITE

THEN

TAMIL PAPER 1

NOT BAD LAH

THE TOPIC ON SOMEONE WHO HAS CHANGED YOUR LIFE

THEN I GOT ALOT TO WRITE LOR

THEN THE TAMIL COMPREHENSION DAM FUCKING

HARD

LOKE SERIOUSLY

AND I HAVE TO KEEP FLIPING THE PAGE TO WRITE THE ANSWER

WAH LAO

CHEMSITRY OKAY LAH

BUT THEN I HAD ALOT OF PROBLEMS WITH ALSAGOLF CHECKING ME WHILE DOING

THE PAPER LOR

I AM BLOODY FREAKISHLY IRRITATED

URGHH

NOW CURRENTLY IN HAZEL'S HOUSE

WAITING FOR BRYAN FOR DINNER

I DUNNO WHY BUT I AM SUPER HUNGRY

>>>>>>><<<<<<<<<

2009-10-05T17:32:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY OF MY END OF YEAR EXAMINATIONS

SOSIAL STUDIES

URM I COULD DO IT WASN'T VERY DIFFICULT OR VERY EASY

I JUST WROTE A FEW CORKS HERE AND THERE

TOMORO IS ENGLISH

MUST REMBER AL THE FORMAT AND STUFF

I SCARED

I CANT REMBER

I HAVEN'T EVEN TOUCHED ANYTHING YET

URGHHHHHHHHHHH

2009-10-03T10:26:00.001+08:00

FRIDAY WAS TOTALLY AWESOME

FROM THE START TILL THE END

UNTIL ALSAGOLF CAME INTO THE PICTURE

ANYWAYS

PE WAS FUCKING FUNNY

CHARMAINED CRIED

OH-MY-GOSH

THEN HAD MATHS FOR A WHILE

THEN WENT FOR RECESS

THEN HAD D&T

MR LIM LIKE VERY NICE TO US THE WHOLE DAY

HE LIKE GOT SMTH WRONG TODAY

LIKE NEVER SCOLD US AT ALL

WAH

I HOPE HE WILL BE LIKE THAT 4EVER

YAH THEN HAD CHAPEL

TALK TO QIU YING LIKE ALMOST THE PERIOD

YAH THEN WENT FOR D&T

DAM BLOODY HELL FUNNY

I MEAN SERIOUSLY

THEN

GO HAD LUNCH + DINNER

WITH BRYAN

THEN MET LAI MIN WHILE WAS EATING

THEN GO EAT SOME SNOW ICE THING

IT TASTE NICE

YAH

THEN BACK HOME

2009-10-01T20:49:00.000+08:00

END OF THE WEEK

NEXT WEEK MONDAY I COMMON TEST

I AM DYING TO DO WELL

HOPEFULLY

I HAVE TO STUDY AND STUDY

HOPEFULLY I CAN EVEN DO THAT

I AM DEAD

2009-09-28T19:55:00.001+08:00

I HATE EXAMS

I HAVEN'T REALLY STARTED STUDYING YET

AND MY EXAMS ARE LIKE NEXT WEEK

I HAVE NIGHTMARES OF RETAINING EVERYDAY

URGHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!1

TODAY I HAD COUCIL MEETING SHIT OR WHATEVER YOU CALL IT

BOUGHT BREAKFAST

MEET BRYAN , MATTHEW IN THE MORNING

THEN WENT FOR THE SHIT THING

THEN GOT SOME LONG LECTURE FOR I THINK 1 HOUR OR SO

THEN I WENT TO CLASS

GOT SOME SURVEY

WAH DAM IRRITATING

THEN I DO

GO RECESS

WAH I LOST MY IC

I HAVE TO PAY 300 TO MAKE A NEW ONE

THERE IS THIS BLACK GUY IN 3PEACE

I DUN NOE HIS NAME

BUT HE KINDDA FINDING TROUBLE WITH ME

I DUN LIKE HIM

OKAY I AM GOING TO STUDY

MUST START OR ELSE I WILL DIE

2009-09-16T18:16:00.000+08:00

FATHINAH AND BHISMAN ARE TOGETHER

150909

I FORGOT THE TIME

HAHA LOL

OKAY

I AM BLOODY HELL SICK

MY TEMPREAURE CAN GO UP TO 38.9

AND CAN GO DOWN TO ABOUT 35.6

CRAPPY RITE

WHEN I WAKE UP

I FEEL VERY TIRED

AND MY BODY ACHES

URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

ANYWAYS I HAVE TO REST WELL

SO THAT I CAN COME BACK TO SCHOOL

I FUCKING BORED

2009-09-13T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYAN KOK RUI YANG

2009-09-11T12:08:00.000+08:00

A LITTLE GLIMPSE OF MY ROOM THERE

I AM RITE NOW IN SINAGPORE

I AM REALLY LAZY TO SAY WHAT HAPPEN THE ENTIRE TIME THERE

MY LAST POST FROM SINGAPORE

2009-09-04T03:10:00.000+08:00

ohmygoshiaminsingaporeairport

waiting for my flight

like which is gonna take off in another 10minutes

urghhhhh

the free internet computer is like amazingly cool

BESTFRIEND TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF

AQILA RMB WHAT I TOLD U

EVERYONE ELSE I AM GONNA MISS U GUYS BADLY

BYE BYE

MY FLIGHT LAST CALL

SEE YA GUYS

I LOVE YOU ALL

2009-09-03T10:26:00.001+08:00

i miss you very much

i miss your smile

i miss your irritating gangster name for me

i miss your voice

i miss irritating you

i miss talking to you

i miss everything in you

bryan , i miss you alot

my best-friend , brother

still hard to accept the facts

the cruel twists and turns of fate

you lived so close by

now i think about 700 miles away

we built close friendship

of a friendship that will last

now that i am leaving

its not even a day yet

there is not a second that goes by

when i can't see you standing beside me thru out

we were just right together

like all of the best teams a friendship built on trust

hope excitement and dreams

i am badly missing your presence

best-friend

i miss you

2009-09-02T16:26:00.002+08:00

I MISS BRYAN KOK

I MISS HAZEL

I MISS LAI MIN

I MISS CHARMAINE CHOW

I MISS SCHOOL DAYS

I MISS THE NORMAL STUDY CORNER THING

I MISS MY CLASS MATES

I MISS THE CROWDED SCHOOL

I MISS THE WALKING AROUND THE LEVEL 3

OVER AND OVER AGIAN

I HATE THIS

CAN I REWIND TIME

I WANT MORE TIME

I THINK

I AM NO MORE STRONG ENOUGH TO COPE WITH THIS

THOSE FRENS I TRUSTED NOW

HAVE LEFT ME ALL ALONE

ALONE

I AM ALONE

ITS THE NEW FACE OF LIFE

I HATE IT

SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME

2ND SEPTEMBER 2009

I WENT TO SCHOOL EARLY TODAY

FOUND OUT THAT MY FRENS DID NOT COME 2 SCHOOL THIS MEANS

I WAS ALONE

I AM ALONE

I THEN MET STACY BOTH OF US WERE BIG TIME LOSSER

AND LONERS

THEN GUESS WHAT MY LAST DAY

I DID EVEN SEE MY BESTFRIEND TO SAY BYE BYE

FUCK RITE

I DIDN;T SEE ANYONE TO SAY BYE

I AM LIKE SUCH A LOOSER

I AM A FUCKING BIG BLOODY LOOSER

I WAS SO SAD THAT I JUST AUTOMATICALLY BROKE DOWN

ON THE SPOT

WAH MY FIRST TIME I CRY IN FRONT OF THIS MANY PPL

I WAS SO FUCKED UP

THEN I WAS SMSING HAZEL

IT ALL ONLY PUT ME TO TEARS

I DUN EVEN WANNA TALK ABOUT THIS ANYMORE PLEASE

ITS JUST UNBEARABLE

LET ME TELL YOU HOW I FEEL

I FEEL LIKE DIYING

OHMYGOSH

I AM REALLY WORRIED

REALLY

I REALLY DUN WANNA GO

I MISSING ALL THE FUN

BRYAN KOK RUI YANG , LAI MIN , HAZEL

YOU GUYS HAVE TOUCHED MY HEART IN EVERY SINGLE WAY I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU

YOU GUYS HAVE CHANGE MY ENTIRE LIFE

I HAVE LOST MY OWN DAD I DIDN'T FEEL THIS WAY

BUT I DUNNO

ABOUT THIS

I AM FEELING VERY DEPRESSED

LONELY

I HOPE SOMEONE WILL UNDERSTAND

GUYS

I REALLLLLLLLLLLLY MISS YOUUUUU GUYS

I REALLY DO

I AM REALLY NOT

I SWEAR

I PROMISE

EVERY SINGLE SECOND ALONE

ONLY MAKE ME THING OF EVERYTHING

MY MUM IS LEAVING ME ALL ALONE

I HOPE U WILL ALL RMBER ME

I NOE THESE MIGHT SOUND REALLY CHEESY

BUT I GOT NO OTHER CHOICE

I AM LEAVING TONITE

TMR

I WILL BE IN A NEW COUNTRY

EVERYTHING NEW IN MY LIFE

BUT NO MATTER HOW NEW EVERYTHING TURNS

U GUYS WILL ALWAYS BE CONSTANT

IF THERE IS A CHANCE

I WILL VISIT YOU

IF NOT

I DUNNO WHAT

I LOVE YOU ALL

TAKE CARE GUYS

I REALLY MISS U ALL

EVERY NIGHT I WILL CALL U

BUT NOW

I TALK TO THE WALLS

2009-09-01T11:14:00.000+08:00

MY FRIENDS

MY BEST-FRIEND - BRYAN KOK RUI YANG

HE IS THE MOST THE BEST BEST TIMES AN INFINITE FRIEND IN MY LIFE TELLING ME WHAT IS WRONG AND RIGHT SAYING THINGS WHICH MIGHT BE KINDA IRRITATING BUT I KNOW YOU SAID IT FOR MY OWN GOOD ITS FOR YOU TODAY I AM HERE SMOKE-FREE AND MUCH MUCH MORE , HE HAS BEEN SUCH A FRIEND WHERE I AM SURE I CAN RUN TO ANYTIME ANYWHERE . BRYAN KOK RUI YANG I WILL DEEPLY MISS YOU REALLY ALOT ALOT I JUST HOPE U WILL REMAIN MY BEST-FRIEND NO MATER WHAT NO MATTER HOW FAR WE ARE U WILL NEVER BE ERASED FROM MY MEMORIES YOU HAVE JUST MADE SO MUCH OF AND IMPACT IN MY LIFE , I WILL REMEMBER ALL THE TIMES WE SPENT TOGETHER THIS WILL JUST BE SO UNFORGETTABLE . BRYAN I WILL MISS YOU I LOVE YOU ( AS A FRIEND ) AND HOPE AND PRAY YOU WILL BE SUCCESSFUL IN EVERYTHING YOU DO . LOVE YOU

AQILA - MY DREAM GIRLFRIEND+EX

URM YOU ARE THE ONE WHOM I LOVED FOR THREE YEARS , I STILL LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE NO MATTER WHAT , HOPEFULLY YOU KNOW WHAT YOU ARE DOING U WILL REALIZE THAT HAVING SO MANY BOY-FRIENDS DOESN'T MAKE YOU HAVE A VERY GOOD NAME U ARE A SMART GIRL , INTELLIGENT , PRETTY , WISE , HOPE YOU KNOW HOW TO USE ALL THIS PROPERLY .TAKE THIS AS WHAT A FRIEND WOULD TELL YOU , I REALLY HOPE TO HEAR BETTER THINGS ABOUT YOU .

HAZEL TAN - MY CLOSE FRIEND

YOU HAVE BEEN A VERY GOOD FRIEND TO ME YOU HAVE HELPED ME IN MANY WAYS WHEN I ALWAYS FOUGHT WITH MY BEST-FRIEND YOU WERE THE ONE WHO HELPED SETTLE IT , I REALLY APPRECIATE ALL YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME , THANK YOU ! I WILL MISS YOU TOO

LAI MIN - MY CLOSE FRIEND

YOU HAVE BEEN EQUALLY A VERY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE TOO , I HOPE THAT YOU WILL GET YOUR TOM AND JERRY AND LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER I WILL INDEED MISS YOU TOO :D

BHAVNA - MY CLOSE FRIEND

SHE HAS BEEN A VERY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE SHE IS A PERSON WHOM I SHARE MOST OF MY THINGS TOO VERY TRUSTWORTHY I WILL MISS ALL OF YOU GUYS ALOT OKAY

DUN TAKE ME WRONG IF YOU NAME IS NOT HERE BUT I WILL DEFIANTLY MISS YOU ALL

EVERYONE

SINGLE ONE OF YOU WILL BE MISSED

JUST FOR CHARMAINE

2009-08-31T20:16:00.000+08:00

charmaine chow zhi wei

you may not be my bestfriend but for sure you are my very close friend

you have and will always be in my heart

for my entire life no matter what

i am very sure that

you will always stay in my mind

my dear Chinese lesbian

we have been together for the past 3 years

you taught me many things

made me realize my mistakes

fought

farked

beetched

we did everything together

but now its time we move on

i have learnt this lesson very much

life is always unfair

now all i have for you charmaine

i really appreciate everything you have done for me

every single thing

in every way

i love you

you will always be in my prayer

study hard

dun get distracted

pay attention

in maths lesson

be very successful in the future

let you life take you through

charmaine when you read this note that i am crying

love

indian gay :D

2009-08-30T16:51:00.000+08:00

URM I THINK I AM VERY BORED AT HOME

I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF PACKING MY BAG THIS FEW DAYS

MY GOSH

I AM REALL ANNOYED

NO MATTER HOW MUCH I HAVE PACKED I STILL HAVE LIKE LOTS AND LOTS MORE

FARKING HELL

I AM SO TIRED AND SAD

TOMMORRO GONNA BE EXCITING AND FUN

REALLY AWESOME

I HAVE BRYANS SURPRISE

I STILL HAVENT BOUGHT HIS PRESENTS YET

MY GOSH

I WILL BUY IT LATER

2009-08-28T21:15:00.001+08:00

urm today school was very much interesting

hahahaha

we had pe in the morning

and mr ong did not come to school

isn't that like amazing like seriously

then we played badminton

then i went to 3peace the class

to stare at the guy what deevakaran

i dun even noe who is he

he so gl
he stare at me like all the time
and super making me angry

yah

wah lao i seriously hate him

luhs

sheez then had d&t

wah suoer fun like awesome

then had chapel

and yesh

i had alot of love bites today

oh my gosh

then helped make cookies

MY CLASS SO DID WELL IN THE SPORT THING

but got some other class cheated lor

freak la

i dun like

charmaine u make me so pai seh

wah lao

i standing there

then she call fiona and say that i say her pretty

wah lao dam pai seh

lah please

2009-08-27T20:38:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh gosh gosh

today a bloody long day

super long

best-friend surprise

i think he already knows what is it

but i dun care

waited 4 bhavna

then bryan call me go make cookie

end both us playing like super mad

seriously

until i dam tired

everywhere blue-black

seriously

i am so bloody shittified

i loss my nets card

fuck fuck fuck fuck

i need my money

like tmr

i am going shopping

how how how

i dun noe

freak myself la

shit shit

i think i am screwd

2009-08-26T21:14:00.001+08:00

my bestfriend

so dun say things about him infront of me

seriously

i will get farked up

today very long too lazy too blog

2009-08-25T19:00:00.000+08:00

as promised my bookes tickets for me and my wonderful sister

an trip to jordan and israel

10/7n trip

i dun understand the 7n

its like totally cool

i am gonna get a chance to walk through the 14 stations jesus pass through

i will get to see the dead see , which is the lowest point in earth

oh my gosh this is one of the places i dreamt to go and i am going end of the year

perhaps

i will never forget this dream

seriously

fluffy is sick
i think got fever
must bring go see doctor
aiyaaaaaa

okay i am gonna go for dinner now
and feast on the best stingray in town
some wierd place
i am being treated by all my uncles and anties
cousins
i think may not come school tmr
i dunno
see my mood
haha
bye bye

okay

today i had quite alot of things

i went to school in the morning

gave bestie his money

then heard that my gal phewn is with another fren of mine

wah

i feel dam sick

seriously

all of them want to go after her 4 what fcuk i dun noe

steel my gal phewn

aqila aqila is meant to be mine only

then realsied that i lost 20+dollars in class

i think i dropped it

these means i have to get a wallet

but i am already very broke to invest in any

then scared many with my tongue piercing

haha

dam funny

i wanted to laugh

THE BEST THING THAT HAPPEN TODAY

I WAS HAVING TAMIL LESSON

I ACCIDENTALLY SAID FUCK TO RASHVIN

AND YOU SHOULD SEE

MRS ANBRASSI REACTION

OMG SHHHHH

IT WAS BLOODY HELL FUNNY

SHE SAID FUCK U BACK TO ME

WAH LAO

I WAS LIKE EEEEEEEE

WAH SHE BLOODY HELL PISSSED WITH

she didn't know that will be the last tamil lesson

of my entire journey in kcpss

haha

i had lots of fun

freakishly

i am scared

the date is getting closer

fluffy is sick

THE END

2009-08-25T16:28:00.000+08:00

MONDAY WILL BE THE LAST DAY IN SCHOOL

WAH BLOODY HELL

SAD

I AM QUITE SURE I MISS ALL OF YOU GUYS

I NO MOOD TO EVEN BLOG

I AM BLOGGING BECAUSE I FORCED TO

OR ELSE IT JUST A WASTE OF TIME

2009-08-21T23:43:00.000+08:00

URGHHH .....

LIFE IS BLOODY MISERABLE

I WAS ONCE THE HAPPIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD

EVERYTHING I WANTED WAS BESIDE ME

EVERYTHING I EVEN DREAMED OFF

NOW LOOSING MY LOVED ONE

LOOSING MY DEAREST GIRL FIREND

WAH

I THINK THAT SHE DOESNT ACT LIKE HOW SHE LOOKS

I SWEAR

SHE IS JUST BLOODY CHEAP

CHEAP

I MADE THE WORLD BIGGEST MISTAKE

BUT I HAVE LEARNT MY LESSON

MY TIME WILL COME TOO

ITE WAS SUPER DISGUSTING

I AM SUPER SORRY TO THOSE WHO STUDY IN ITE

I DUN MEAN TO INSULT

BUT I SWEAR IF I FAIL MY N-LEVELS

I WILL DEFIANTLY TAKE PRIVATE OS

AND NOT END UP IN ITE

I SWEAR

WAH

I AM GONNA TALK ON THE PHONE NOW AND GONNA SLEEP SOON

TMR GOT ALOT OF THINGS

SILSO BEACH BAR WITH COUSINS
PAINT BALL WITH FRENS
FENCING
BBQ WITH CLASSMATES

SOUNDS EXCITING RITE ???

I AM SO EXCITED TOOO !!!!!!!!

2009-08-21T23:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHOW WEI WEI

MS CHOW HAS BEEN A WONDERFUL FRIEND OF MINE

SHE HAS BEEN WITH ME FOR THE PAST 3 YEARS

AND SHE HAS ALWAYS BEEN WITH ME IN MANY UPS AND DOWNS

SHE IS BLESSING TO BE MY FRIEND

CHARMAINE HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY

ALRITE

LATE POST

SRY SRY KAY

2009-08-18T21:28:00.001+08:00

i undeleted my blog

i dun noe why i feel reall wierd without one

FARK YOU BEETCH

2009-08-15T12:08:00.001+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER ......

LIKE FINALLY

I PLAN TO DO ALOT OF THINGS

THIS WEEK

I ONLI GOT 2 WEEKS LEFT

WANNA GO PAINTBALL
SHOPPING
CLUBBING
SWIMMING IN THE BEACH WITH BITCHES
I WANT TO HAVE GOOD FOOD EVERYDAY
I WANNA GO BOWLING

LOTS MORE

BUT ONLY IF I HAVE THE TIME LUH

I AM SO BLOODY ANRRY

YESTERDAY

MY GF BROKE UP WITH ME

AND WENT ON WITH MY OWN CLOSE FREN

I AM REALLY PISSED

U OWE IT TO ME

I PASSES MY INTERVIEW AND EXAMNATION

THE END

2009-08-13T19:01:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE LIKE ENDING

I HAVE ABOUT 2 MORE PAPER LEFT

POA AND D&T

URGHHHHHHHHH

MY GEOGRAPHY TODAY WAS BULL SHIT

I WOULDN'T HAVE DONE A WORST PAPER THEN THIS

WAH I ALMOST DID A RECYCLING JOB

MY PHYSICS WAS LIKE DOABLE

MY MATHS

WAS EASY

I WAS LAUGHING WHILE DOING THE QUESTIONS

THE JOY I HAD WAS JUST SO OH MY GODISH

YAH

I AM CONFIDENT THAT I WILL PASS

I BETTER

YESTERDAY I WENT OUT WITH BABY GAL

WE ATE STEAM BOAT LA

SHE PAID 4 IT

BU I HAVE EATEN STEAMBOAT THE 3RD TIME ALREADY

I AM SO SICK

EXAMS urghhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2009-08-11T21:55:00.000+08:00

CHEMISTRY SUCKS HELL TOTALLY

I HAVE FAILED IT

PLEASE IF YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPEN THEN JUST LAUGH

YOUR ASS OFF !!!!!

SS WAS OKAY LAH

I COULD DO IT

BUT I DUN NOE HOW WELL I WILL DO

HOPEFULLY I CAN PASS

I DID MY BEST

I AM PROUD OF THAT

YAP

ITS MATHS TMR

I AM LIKE SUPER EXCITED TO SEE MY PAPER TMR

LIKE THE FIRST TIME

I AM SO HAPPY TO DO MY MATH PAPER

MORE LIKE I THINK

I LISTENED IN CLASS AND I NOE WHAT I AM DOING

OKAY

WISHING ALL MATHS STUDENTS TAKING THE MATHS PAPER ALL THE BEST

AND MUG WELL TONITE

SLEEP EQUALLY WELL

:D :D :D :D

PANIC

2009-08-10T21:07:00.000+08:00

PANIC PANIC

I AM VERY MUCH SURE THAT ALMOST EVERYONE IS PANICKING

I AM SO WITH IT

I AM JUST AN IDIOT

BLOODY HELL

I HAVE TRIED TO SCREW MY HEADS WITH EVERYTHING I HAVE STUDIED BUT NOTHING IS GOING IN

CHEMISTRY SUCKS SUCKS

I GUESS I JUST HAVE TO DO LOTTA WELL IN MY PHYSICS

URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I WISH I HAD MORE TIME

OR EVEN JUST PASS

BUT EVERYTHING IS JUST A DREAM

ANYWAYS

EVERYONE OUT THERE PANICKING JUST AS ME

WISH YOU ALL THE BEST IN ALL YOUR PAPERS

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AKASH NAIDU

2009-08-09T21:52:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AKASH NAIDU

MY BELOVED BROTHER-IN LAW

I SWEAR I FORGOT TILL I SAW IT IN FACEBOOK

ANYWAYS

HOPE U HAD THE BEST BIRTHDAY WITH MY WONDERFUL SISTER AS YOUR WIFE

OKAY

LOVE YOU

TAKE CARE OF MY SISTER

ANY COMPLAINS I WILL STAB U 4 SURE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE

2009-08-09T20:45:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE :D

TODAY

I DIDN'T DO MUCH

I WOKE UP AT ABOUT 11 PLUS

THEN I STARTED DOING MY CHEMISTRY UNTIL ABOUT 1+2

THEN HAD A LITTLE BREAK TILL ABOUT 5

THEN STARTED DOING IT AGAIN

THEN I WENT TO WATCH THE NATIONAL DAY THING ON THE TV

THE STUPID UNCLE WHO SLAPED ME WAS ON TV

WAH I SEE HIM WAN TO KILL HIM

SO I NO MOOD TO WATCH

THEN GO EAT DINNER

THEN SUDDENLY EVERYONE STAND UP

WAH ITS WIERD CAUSE LIKE I WAS BUSY EATING

THEN I DID NOT STAND

UTIL LIKE ALMOST THE ENDING

YAH

SUPER JOKE

I WANTED TO LAUGH

YEAH

I AM GONNA WATCH SINGAPORE IDOL

OKAY

GD NITE

DINNER WITH BABY GAL

2009-08-08T21:07:00.000+08:00

THATS NOT ME BY THE WAY THATS PRICILLA AND TERRANCE

WAH LAO THIS TO IDIOTS

GAVE ME WRONG IDEAS AND MADE ME LOOSE

BUT THEY ALSO NVR WIN SOI AM HAPPY

ANYWAY ALL MY LONG TRAINING'S JUST ALL WENT DOWN THE DRAIN

FREAK MYSELF

MY SHOULDER'S WOUND HURTS ALOT BUT ITS OKAY

I STUDIED CHEMISTRY AND PHYSICS FOR ABOUT A CONSTANT 3HRS WITHOUT MOVING ANYWHERE

THIS IS LIKE SUPER GOOD IMPROVEMENT IN MYSELF

WENT TO HAVE DINNER

TONNY ROMAN'S MY FAVORITE PORK RIBS WERE AWESOME

THIS FOC DINNER IS KINDLY SPONSORED BY MY ONE AND ONLY

BABY GAL

WE HAD GREAT TIMES TOGETHER

YAH THEN I STUDIED WITH HER MATHS

I GOT SO MUCH OF SCOLDING

THATS WHAT HPPENS WHEN U ARE DATING OLDER GALS

YAP

THEN I CAME HOME

BUT NOW I HAVE TO GO DADIES WRK PLACE AGAIN

TILL I GET THAT STUPID I DUNNO WHAT THINK

DONE

SO UNTILL THEN

I HAVE TO DO THINGS AND THINGS

ANYWAYS I AM KINDDA DOENWIF MY NEW GAY BLOGSKIN

TO GIVE THE WHOLE LOT OF INDIAN GAY LOOK

LOL

GD NITE

FENCING COMPETTION

2009-08-08T09:48:00.000+08:00

26 DAYS LEFT

kazysssss

i am sick and tired

i haveing fencing competition today hopefully can win lah

if nvr win i am gonna die

my coach is an idiot

he seriously sucks

anyway i am gonna study now

bye bye

I AM A BLOODY LONELY

2009-08-01T22:08:00.000+08:00

SERIOUOSLY

IF U KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT

ITS NIT MY FAULT THAT BOTH OF YOU FOUGHT

NOT MY PROBLEM AT ALL

SO IF I AM GONNA GET SCOLDING FOR THAT

THEN BLOODY HELL

I AM SO NOT YOUR DOG

PLEASE LA HOR

I AM REALLY PISSED

LAH OKAY

FREAKS

I HAVE ENOUGH PROBLEMS TO DEAL WITH

OKAY

IF U NOT HAPPPY

THEN NOT HAPPY

I DUN GIVE A SHIT

OKAY

NO MATTER

WHAT I SERIOUSLY THINK U

OWE IT TO ME

BLOODY HELL

ANYWAYS I WENT FENCING TODAY

BLOODY HELL TIRED

COACH SCREAMED ON MY FACE

WAH

THEN I PRACTICE LIKE MAD WITH MUSSLE ACHE

THANKS TO BESTFREN

WAH LAO

I THINK I GONNA DIE SOON

NO FATHER + FIGHTING WITH IDIOTS + HEADACHE + FEVER + MUSCLE ACHE + MISS MY BESTFREIND + TOTTALY HURT + HAVEN'T STUDY 4 EXAMS

MY GOSH REALLY WRONG THINGS IN LIFE

HUNGRY !!!!

2009-07-31T08:32:00.003+08:00

i am in school now

in the computer lab for some survey thing i dun noe what is it

but it was so stupid

aiya

gonna eat alot i am kinndaaa

hungry

took my ic photo

i forgot to comb hair

fark

ENGLISH LESSON :D

2009-07-31T08:32:00.002+08:00

i am in school now

in the computer lab for some survey thing i dun noe what is it

but it was so stupid

aiya

gonna eat alot i am kinndaaa

hungry

took my ic photo

i forgot to comb hair

fark

AT THE AIRPORT

2009-07-28T22:01:00.001+08:00

IF I TELL U THIS U GUYS SURE WILL KILL MY COUSIN'S DAD

MY COUSIN'S DAD HAS 6 EXTRA LIVERPOOL TICKET

AND FORGOT TO CALL US TO

I NOE OF OME PPL WHOM LOST THEIR TICKETS

AND FEEL SO SAD HERE HE IS WITH 6 EXTRA

SUPER STUPID RITE

I WENT TO SEND MY SISTER OFF

THEN WENT TO EAT

THEN MET MRS CHAN IN THE AIRPORT

IT WASN'T PLAN

I WAS KINDDA SHOCK

THEN WENT TO SCHOOL

WAH FAHIMAH

WHAT THE HELL

HAVE I DONE TO YOU

CALL ME A SUCK UP
JUST BECAUSE YOU DUN LIKE LEAH I CANNOT TALK LUH
WHY IS IT I MUST SAY HI
I AM FIGHTING OVER A LAME THING
I AM COMPLAINING TO EVERYBODY THINK 4 URSELF WHOS GOSSIPS WHO STARTS TELLING PPL
TELL TANUJA THINGS I DIDDN'T SAY
TELLING ME THINGS TANUJA DIDN'T SAY
YOU HURT YOUR BESTFRIEND SO BADLY WHY DO YOU EVEN CALL UR BESTFRIEND A BESTFRIEND

PLEASE LUHS

I SWEAR I DIDN'T EXPECT THIS FROM YOU

REALLY

I AM STILL NOT HAPPY

OKAY

YOU SHLD THANK MY BESTFRIEND WHO ASK ME TO DUN CARE WHO IS INDEED A MUCH BETTER FREN THEN YOU

WAH

U CAN STILL TELL ME U WON'T SPEAK TO ME ANYMORE

I THINK I SHLD BE SAYING THAT

BLOODY HELL

OH YAH RASHWIN WAS KINDDA VERY FURIOUS

MY GOSH

ME AND TANUJA HAD TO CALM HIM DOWN

HAHA THAT WAS KINDDA FUNNY

YAH THEN LOGAIN WAS SO GAY

AND GUESS WHAT I MADE A GUY GAY

TIGER IS GAY

ACCORDING TO THEM HE CLAIMS THAT HE IS INTERESTED IN ME

WTF

I AM SO YUCKED

EUEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

PLEASE I AM GAY

BUT HAVE MY TASTE

TOO

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

YAH THEN STUDIED WITH TANUJA IN SCHOOL UNTIL 4.30

WENT HOME

HAD FENCING CLASS

I VENT MY WHOLE ANGER THERE

THEN HAD MATHS TUITION

WAH I FREAKING UNDERSTAND WHAT HE SAID 4 THE 1ST TIME

THEN DID ALL HOMEWORK

AND THEN REVISED

I HAD CHEMISTRY TEST

SHITSSS

I DUNNO HOW TO DO AT ALL

MY GOSHHHHHHH

I BADLY NEED TO STUDY IT

I HAVE STARTED TO MAKE DINNER 4 MYSELF

I MADE FRIED RICE TODAY

I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF

OKAY GUYS

10 MORE DAYS TO CT2

STUDY HARD

PLAY HARD

FIGHT HARD

YOU WILL DO IT

BYE BYE SISTER

2009-07-27T19:41:00.001+08:00

I WOKE UP AS EARLY AS 6AM TODAY

GUESS FOR WHAT

TO ACTUALLY STUDY ?????

MY GOSH RITE

THEN I STUDIED MATHS WAH SUDDENLY YOU STUDY IN THE MORNING CAN

UNDERSTAND ALOT OF THINGS

THEN

WENT TO SCHOOL AT ABOUT 8.55

I AM GETTING LATER AND LATER

WAH NOW I KNOW HOW IT FEELS BY NOT GETTING DRIVEN TO SCHOOL BY

DADDY

YAH THEN HAD SS , D&T , MT , EL ( NO TEACHER 4 2 FREAKING PERIODS)

I TELL U FAHIMAH IS SERIOUSLY DAM IRRITATING

I SWEAR

SHE CAME UP TO ME AND SAY I SUCK UP TO LEAH AND GANG

I SCOLD HER DAM BADLY

IF I HURTED UR FEELING

BUT I THINK U KINDDA DESERVE IT

YOU DUN LIKE THEM

DOESN'T MEAN I CANNOT TALK NO MATTER WHAT

THEY ARE MUCH WORTHY TO ME THEN YOU

COME ON

OMG SERIOUSLY

WTF

NOT ENOUGH JOSHUA SO IRRITATING I STAND OUTSIDE OF VINTA'S CLASS

ALL THE BOYS COME BULLY ME

DAM SAD

BLOODY SHIT

THEY PUT MY HAIRBAND ON TOP AND THEN I CANNOT REACH

WAH I USE SO MANY VULGARATIES TODAY

FARK MYSELF

TMR I SHALL CONTROL

YEAH

THEN AFTER SCHOOL

WAS FORSED BY LOGAIN

TO MEET SOME TIGER , RASHVIN AND CO

AIYO VERY FUNNY YET SERIOUS

I DUN WANNA SAY WHAT THEY DID

WAS HUMOROUS

WAH NOW I AM GOING TO THE AIRPORT TO SEND MY SISTER OFF

WAH I MUST COME HOME AND DO ALOT OF HOMEWORK

SHIT LUHS

OKAY

I AM GONNA MISS MY SISTER SHE ONLY GONNA COME BACK AFTER 3 YEARS

I'M REALLY GONNA MISS

HER LUHS

HOPE SHE DOES WELL IN EVERYTHING SHE DOES I LOVE HER MAN

ALL THE BEST SISTER

ENJOY LIFE

HAVE A WONDERFUL BABY

I WISH TO SEE MY NEPHEW SOON

LOVE YOU

HOPE YOU WILL READ THIS

I MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO GO THE AIRPORT

SO YAH \BYE BYE

SLEEP TAKEN AWAY

2009-07-25T22:59:00.001+08:00

I CAN'T SLEEP I HAVE ANSWERED 18 OVERSEAS CALL OVER THE ENTRIE NIGHT WHICH MEANS I HAVE TO KEEP MYSELF AWAKE

BLOGGER WORKS FINALLY

2009-07-25T00:04:00.007+08:00

FINALLY MY BLOGGER WORKS

ACTUALLY I GOT ALOT TO POST SO PLEASE STAY WITH ME

KAYS LETS START

SUNDAY :

I WATCHED HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE

OMG THE MOVIE WAS PRETTY SUCK I DIDN'T REALLY EXPECT SUCH A MOVIE

BUT I REALLY WAS CAUGHT BY THE WAY RON AND HARRY SHOWED THEIR FRIENDSHIP I MEAN SERIOUSLY

THESE DAY BESTFRIENDS ARE HARD TO FIND

DUN LOOSE THEM IF YOU DO :)

YAH THEN PLAYED THE JACKPOT THING AND OMG I WON TWO TICKETS TO PHUKET IN STAR LIBRA FOR THE DECEMBER HOLIDAYS

GOSH I REALLY FREAKED OUT WHEN I GOT THE DAM BLOODY TICKET

MONDAY :

I WOKE UP AT ABOU 7 PLUS AND MEET RACHEAL WALKE WITH HER AND KAI LING TO SCHOOL THEN WENT TO SCHOOL

THEN STUDY

GOT BACK POA TEST AND WORKSHEETS

I AM BLOODY IMPROVING

COS I LISTEN IN CLASS HONESTLY I NEVER KNEW THAT IF I LISTEN IN CLASS I CAN DO MUCH BETTER

SO PLEASE LISTEN IN CLASS DUN ALWAYS WALK AROUND AND SKIP CLASSES

TUESDAY :

NTH MUCH

AS USUAL

WEDNESDAY :

I WENT TO SCHOOL DISMISSED EARLY AT 12.40

THEN HAD CHEMISRTY AND PHYSICS TUITION

FINSHED IT THEN WENT AND MEET LAI MIN , HAZEL

STUDYING TIME IN LAI MIN'S HSE

IT WAS PRETTY FUN THOUGH

THEN WENT HOME

THURSDAY :

WENT TO STUDY WIF HAZEL AND LAI MIN AT RESIDENST CORNER

THEN HAZEL DAD WAS TEACHING ME HOW TO PHYSICS

HAHA

I THINK HE ACTUALLY CAN TEACH BETTER THEN MY SCIENCE TEACHER

ALL I COULD THINK THAT MOMENT WAS MY

DADDY

I KINDDA MISS HIM ALOT

I DUN NOE WHERE HE IS NOW

BUT HE IN MY HEART ALWAYS

THEN I HAD A MEETING WIF SOME WIERD COMPANY

YAH

THEN WENT HOEM

FRIDAY :

SCHOOL AS USUAL

NPCC SUCKS HELL

THEY TREAT U LIKE DOG EVERYTHING ALSO KNOCK IT DOWN I THINK IF YOU FORGET TO BRING SOMETHING THE MOST A TEACHER WILL DO IS SCOLD U 4 LESS THEN A MINUTE BUT THIS CCA MAKE U LIKE STAY PUMPPING POSITION 4 LIKE I DUN HOW LONG SERIOUSLU NO JOKE I WAS SERIOUSLY PISSED I HATE IT

SHARMALA : SAD U DIDN'T MAKE TO THE EXCO BUT DUN WORRY KAYZ

TO REST I WISH YOU GUYS ALL THE BEST

THEN WENT OUT OF SCHOOL

SAW HAZELS DAD

BRYAN'S MUM

EZRA'S BROTHER OMG IS SO CUTE

HE LIKE BEN 10

HE LOOKS SUPER DIFFERENT FROM EZRA LA

THEN WENT HOME

THEN GO

FOR DINNER

NOW GOING TO SLEEP

2009-07-15T20:37:00.001+08:00

I MISS YOU

YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY HEART

NO MATTER WHAT

I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET YOU

2009-07-14T21:59:00.002+08:00

13 DAYS LEFT

I AM NOT GIVING UP I AM STILL GOING TO TALK TO MY MUM ABOUT THIS

I WILL

TODAY I AM VERY TIRED

I STARED AT THE BLOODY MATHS QUESTION UNTILL I FIGURED IT OUT

I WAS SO AMAZED

I LISTEN IN CLASS NOW A DAYS

I SCORED 15/16 FOR POA

1/15 FOR CHEMISTRY

I MAKE SURE I PASS THE NEXT TIME

YAH AS FOR NOW I BETTER GET TO MY STUDIES B4 I FAIL

BYE BYE

GD NITE

2009-07-12T20:20:00.002+08:00

FINALLY MY COSIN GOT MARRIED

IT WAS JUST LIKE A FARY TALE ENDDING

AFTERT THE WEEDING WHICH WAS AT 1.30 AM

HE WAS SUPER DRUNK ( i mean seriously drunk )

HE FORCED ALL THE UNCLES AUNTIES COUSINS TO GO CLUBBING

HE LIKE BOOK THE ENTIRE CLUB FOR HIS AFTER ROM PARTY

THEN WE ALL GO DUE TO THE FORCING

FINISHED THERE AT 4AM

LIKE OMG EVERYONE WAS DRUNK

I WAS WATCHING ALL OF THEM GET DRUNK

DAM FUNNY

THEN GO EAT SEA FOOD AT NEWTON CIRCUS AT 4AM

THEN RETURNED HOME AT 6AM

WOKE UP AT 10 CAUSE GOT 2ND PARTY AT SENTOSA SILOSO BEACH BAR

WAH LIAO

I AM WAS LIKE f**K

THEN I WENT BBQ UNTILL GO CRAZY THEN I COULDN'T ANY FURTHER

COME HOME AT 7.45 ++++

THEN NOW MY COUSINS ALL COMING MY HSE

WAH

I AM REALLY TIRED

AND TORN

MY LEGS ACHE

I REALLY NEED A BREAK

AND I MISS ALOT OF PPL BADLY

IN SCHOOL

ESPACIALLY BESTFRIEND

JUST REALISING THAT IT IS BEEN THREE WEEKS SINCE I ACTUALLY HAVE SPOKEN TO HIM

WTH

ANYWAYS GD NITE

GOT SMT SPEACIAL

FRIENDSHIPS ARE LIKE GOLD WITHOUT POLISHING THEM IT WILL BECOME DULL

SO NEVER LOOSE IT

ITS HARD TOO GET IT BACK

:) :(

2009-07-09T21:37:00.002+08:00

I WOKE UP LATE TODAY

6.45

I HAD TO TAKE THE BUS

SO I WENT TO THE BUS STOP I SAW VINITHA AND STEFANI

I RAN

I SLIP

I FELL

VERY PAIN

I CANNOT DESCRIBE IT

THEN BORED THE BUS AS I WAS VERY DIZY

I DUNNO WHY I FALL ON MY ELBOW THEN ALL THE WEIGHT WAS SUPPORTED BY THE ELBOW

WAH THEN I GO COUNCIL DUTY

WILLIAM HO WAS LIKE CHANGE UR SHOE

I JUST DIDN'T WANNA TALK BACK

ONE DAY HE SAY CAN

ANOTHER HE SAY CANNOT

WILL U EVER STICK TO UR WORD

STUPID MONSTER DISPICALPLE PIEACE OF SHIT

THEN I GO CLASS

I GOT FEVER 37.8

THEN RETAKE GET 37.2

THEN CONTINUE CLASS THEN I FELL DOWN AGAIN

THIS TIME IT WAS PRETTY EMBARASSING

I WAS REALLY EMBARASSSED

THEN HAD PHYSICS TEST

THEN WENT STUDY WIF HAZEL AND LAI MIN

THEN WENT HOME

THEN GO SOME CHINEASE DOC

THEN THE IDIOT POKE I DUNNO WHAT WAH

I TELL U

I CAN CRY

NOW GOING TO SLEEP

I MISS U BESTFRIEND

AND GD NITE EVERYONE

THOSE WHO DID NOT BRING YOUR SS FILE DUN FORGET TO BRING OR ELSE THE ABBY CHOO GL YOU

POA FILE ALSO

GD NITE

SEE YOU

2009-07-06T20:23:00.002+08:00

HAPPY YOUTH DAY <3

2009-07-05T22:05:00.001+08:00

I NEED ONE MORE CHANCE

REALLY

I WILL DO ANYTHING FOR IT

I PROMISE

I WILL CHANGE

ONE MORE CHANCE BESTFRIEND

2009-07-04T23:56:00.002+08:00

People change

I change2 days or 2 weeks

no matter how long you are gone for,

nothing is the samepeople are older,

land is devloped

the longer away the more reconisable

it isthe change of life2 weeks away

negitive looking for hopenow

im postive looking for my next step

people change

you change

i change

life changes

dont stop

just imprase it and move on

best friend i will change one more chance please

DADDY COME BACK WILL YOU :(

2009-07-03T23:46:00.000+08:00

DADDY I MISS YOU

I LOVE YOU

COME BACK 4 ME WOULD YOU

2009-06-29T21:44:00.001+08:00

LOST YOU IN EVERYWAY

2009-06-28T23:06:00.002+08:00

I HAVE NEVER FELT THIS WAY BUT NOW I DO

I AM SCARED I AM LOOSING YOU

OR YOU AVOID ME

I DUN NOE

ALL I KNOW

I DUN KNOW WHAT TO DO

YOU HAVE MADE ME SIT IN THE CORNER OF THE ROOM

ALONE

MY LIFE FEELS HORRIBLE WITHOUT YOU

HOPEFULLY YOU KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT

I DID'NT KNOW THE IMPORTANCE YOU MADE IN MY LIFE

LAUGHTER AND JOY

MADE EVERYTHING OPPOSITE

HOW I WISH I CAN REWIND TIME

THE ONLY LEFT QUESTION

IF THERE ANYTHING BOTHERING YOU

ASK ME

I JUST DUN NOE HOW TO PULL THE GUTTS OF TO ASK YOU

HOPE THIS WOULD END

HOPE I WILL GET U BACK '

IF U COULD SPARE SOMETIME FOR ME

NOT ASKING FOR MUCH

I DUN NOE

I AM WAITTING

ALWAYS

I LOVE YOU ALWAYS

DUNNO IF YOU DO

2009-06-27T19:26:00.003+08:00

HAPPY MARRIED LIFE

FINALLY MY SISTER IS MARRIED I TELL U THE WEEDING WAS AWESOME

I MET ALOT OF I DUN NOE PPL

THEY WERE IRRITATING I CAN TELL U THE QUESTIONS I WAS ASKED

WHERE DO U STUDY ?
EXPRESS OR NORMAL ?
WHY NORMAL ?
CAN U MAKE IT O-LEVEL ?

THIS QUESTIONS WERE RATHER GETTING ON MY NERVES ESPACIALLY WHEN ITS PEOPLE WHO U DUN EVEN NOE IN FACT I DID'NT EVEN WANT TO KNOW THE MOST GREAT THING WAS THAT I WAS SO CALM JUST BECAUSE IT WAS MY SISITER'S WEEDING OR ELSE I WOULD HAVE FUCKED ALL OF THEM

YAH HAD A GOOD TIME IN THE DANCE FLOOR

WANT TO HOTEL ROOM AT ABOT 11.40 TO SLEEP YAH THEN I WAKE UP IN THE MORNINIG HAVE BREAK FAST IN THE HOTEL THEN HEAD BACK HOME

THIS IS FOR A BEETCH WHO KNOWS WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT

YOU WERE THE ONE WHOM I TRUSTED

YOU WERE THE ONE WHOM I LOVED THE MOST

YOU WERE THE ONE WHO I MADE MY LIFE SO HAPPY

YOU MADE WORST

BUT WITH MY HEART FEELING SO LEFT OUT

FOR WHAT I DUN KNOW

ALL I KNOW IS THAT NO MATTER WHAT I WON'T LOOSE YOU

I HAVE BEEN FEELING THIS WAY FOR QUITE A WHILE

I HOPE IT ONLY A WHILE AND NOT MY WHOLE LIFE THRU

2009-06-24T17:12:00.002+08:00

I AM BACK FROM HOLIDAYS

REALLY TIRED

I HAD SO MUCH FUN

BUT NOW A LITTLE TIRED

I AM GOING TO SLEEP

I HAVE TO GO TO SINGAPORE POLY TMR

WTF

I DUN IT TAKS UP ALMOST THE WHOLE DAY

I THINK I GOING TO PRETEND TO BE SICK

I'M NOT SURE

OKAY ANY WAY GOOD NIGHT

OH YAH I LOST MY PHONE

IN THE HSE BUT STILL CAN'T FIND IT

2009-06-20T13:35:00.002+08:00

OBS WAS FUN + TIRING

1st DAY

IT WAS LIKE SUPER BORING WE DID ALOT OF ADMIN STUFF AND STUPID THINGS

YAH THEN THE GROUP I WAS IN WAS TENZING QUITE COOL AN AWESOME

I MADE FRIENDS WITH MANY NEW FRIENDS

THEN SLEPT

2nd DAY

IT WAS VERY COOL WE DID KAYAKING , HIGH ELEMENTS

ME AN BRYAN ALMOST REACH THE TOP BUT BECAUSE BRYAN HAD MANY ROPE BURNS WE DID NOT WANT TO GO HIGHER THEN KYAKING WAS A FUN

WE KAYAK BUT I JUST COULD NOT KEEP MOVIND THE SAME DIRECTIONS AS THE OTHER KEPT MOVING ELSEWHERE AND BRYAN KEPT MAKING THE KAYAK CAPSIZE

YAH THEN WE CAPSIZED THAT WAS THE FUNNEST

THEN WENT ANDD BATH AND HAD AWESOME DINNER IT IS SO SPECIAL BECAUSE WE DO NOT NEED TO COOK IT

IT WAS PREPARED FOR US

3rd DAY

WE WENT TRACKING TO ANOTHER CAMPSITE WHICH WAS ABOUT 5KM AWAY

WITH HEAVY DAY PACKS WHICH WEIGH AT LEAST 10-15KG WE WALKED TO A QUARRY FOR RAFTING OMG IT WAS BLOODY AWESOME I NEVER WOULD HAVE GOTTEN A CHANCE TO SWIM ON A QUARRY B4 THE WATER WAS VERY CLEAR AND CLEAN JUST LIKE PLAIN WATER

THE WENT TO THE CAMPSITE 4 SLEEP TIME

WE SLEPT PRETTY EARLY

THEN WHEN WE WOKE UP AT 12AM THAT NIGHT WE FELT INSECTS BITING US

UNTIL WE RELISE THAT OUR TENT WAS INFESTED WITH ANTS WE DID'NT SLEEP UNTIL 4 PLUS KILLING ALOT THOSE FARKED UP ANTS

THEN SLEPT AND WOKE UP AGAIN

4rd DAY

WE TRACKED FOR 18+KM

OMG WITH THAT HEAVY 10-15+ DAY PACK OMG I WAS SO FREAKING OUT LIKE REALLY

I WAS GONNA DIE ANY MOMENT

BUT MADE IT

LAST DAY

WE DID AREA CLEANING AND THEN WENT BACK HOME

HOME SWEET HOME

THEN KCPIANS WENT 4 LUNCH AT PASTA MANIA

THE FOOD WAS HEAVANLY

ATE THEN I RUSH BACK HOME

LEFT TO THE AIRPORT AT 6PM

REALISED THAT I WAS LATE 4 FLIGHT

BUT MADE IT ON TIME LANDED SAFELY

WENT FOR SEAFOOD DINNER

AWSOMESSSSSSSSSS DINNER

THE WHOLE SEA WAS ON MY TABLE

I ATE UNTIL I DIED

THEN WENT FOR JAVANESSE MASSAGE

THEN IN THE HOTEL NOW BLOGING

2009-06-09T20:13:00.003+08:00

TODAY DAM BAD

WOKE UP LATE FOR SG POLY COURSE
FORGOT TO BRING WALLET
EZ-LINK CARD
NEVER CHARGE- PHONE

ISN'T THIS ENOUGH TOO KILL YOULIKE SERIOUSLY I WOKE UP WHEN CHARMAINE CALLED ME TODAY AT 6. 50 WHEN I WAS SUSPOSED TO MEET THEM I WAS IN MY BED I TOLD I WAS ON THE WAY EVENTUALLY I TOLD HER TO GO FIRST THEN BEG MY FATHER DROP ME TO SINGAPORE POLY WAH FUCKING FAR AND THEN GOT ALOT OF TRAFFIC THEN A LITTLE BIT HELD UP

REACHED THE MRT EVEN BEFORE CHARMAINE REACHED THEN I REALISED I NO MONEY THEN THE COURSE WAS OKAY- BUT BORING ALSO THANKS TO DICKSON KEEP ON MAKING US LAUGH AIYO I LAUGH AND LAUGH

THERE CAM LUNCH TIME THE POLY LIKE SO STUPID MUST WALK AND WALK UNTILL WE TIRED WE LOST AIYO THEN SUPER HOT LIAO THEN I HAD SOME PROBLEM WITH SUBMITTING THE OBS FORM SO I WAS A LITTLE PISSED LIKE OMG THEN FINALLY ASK SHALIN HELP ME

THEN THE EVERTHING OVER I GO HOME BY MRT MY LEG FUCKING PAIN NOW I REALLY DUN NOE HOW TO SURVIVE ANOTHER DAY TOMMORO

SAVE ME

COUNT DOWN FOR BESTFRIEND TO COME

3DAYS

72 HOURS

4320 MINUTES

259200 SECONDS

I GOT ALOT TO TELL U

2009-06-08T21:23:00.003+08:00

WAH FINALLY GET MY BLOG PASSWORD

I DUN BELIEVE I FORGOT IT

I KINNDA MISS ALOT OF PEOPLE

I MISS MY BESTFRIEND ALOT

ITS LIKE ONLY THE 1ST DAY BUT I FEEL SO LONELY

TODAY I GO COLLECT MY OBS FORM

I FINALLY MANAGED TO GO OBS

KINNDA HAPPY

BUT FEEL SAD FOR BHAVNA THAT SHE CAN'T GO

YAH THEN GO MEDICAL CHECK UP

NEVER EVEN PUT INJECTION LOR

CAUSE I PUT BEFORE ALREADY SO NO NEED PUT

THEN GO HOME I SLEEP

TOMORRO GOT SOME D&T THING

MUST WAKE UP SUPER EARLY GO SINGAPORE POLY

SO I THINK I CAN'T SLEEP TODAY

ANY WAYS BYE BYE

COUNTDOWN FOR BEST FRIEND

4 DAYS

96 HOURS

5760.MINS

345 600SECONDS

CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU RETARTED FOOL

2009-06-02T12:02:00.002+08:00

I HAVEN'T BEEN BLOGGING FOR QUITE SOME TIME

THIS TIME IS THAT I AM NOT BUSY IS JUST I AM LAZY TO BLOG

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE I HAVE NOT GOVE ANYWHERE YET

JUST CATCHING UP WITH MISSING SLEEP

TODAY I PLAN TO DO NOTHING

JUST PLAY WITH MY DOG

AND PLAY RESTAURANT CITY

BYE BYE

GOOD NIGHTS

2009-05-27T20:34:00.003+08:00

I KINDA RELISED THAT I AM ACTUALLY IN DEEP TROUBLE

LIKE SERIOUS TROUBLE

I TOLD MY PARENTS THAT I PASSED ALL MY SUBJECTS BUT EVENTUALLY

I DID NOT

I FAILED 3

MATHS = U

POA = U

COMBINE HUMATIES = U

FUCK IT REALLY IS SO UNFAIR I DO WELL 4 SS THEN FAIL GEOG SO FAIL OVERALL

I TELL U THE MINUTE MY DAD FINDS THIS OUT

I CAN GURANTEE

I WILL BE SCREWED INTO THE WALL

OR WORSE

SKINNED ALIVE

I DUNNO WHICH ONE OF THE OPTIONS IS GOING TO CHOOSE

I SERIOUSLY THINK I AM REALLLLLLLY GOING TO DIEEEEE

I NEVER FELT THIS WAY

2009-05-26T16:49:00.004+08:00

TANUJA : COMPETTION ( GREEN VS RED )

I DID NOT GO TO SCHOOL TODAY

I AM LIKE HAVING A FEVER SINCE YESTERDAY

I DUN NOE HOW ON THE WORLD I GOT FEVER

THEN I GO DOCTOR SAY U NEED SOME REST

THEN GOT MC

THEN SLEEP

I SLEEP

AND SLEEP

I THINK I HAVE MORE THEN ENOUGH REST

MY WHOLE BODY IS ACHEING AND WHATEVER I EAT IS

JUST SO TASTELESS

I HATE THIS

I AM GOING SLEEP AGAIN

BYE BYE

2009-05-24T21:01:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIEW JU

JUST CAME BACK FROM HER PARTY

THE PARTY WAS FUN

BUY 4 HER SOME BRACELET

THEN OVER THERE THEY KEEP PUSHING EVERYONE DOWN TO THE SWIMMING POOL

DAM JOKE

THEN I GO HOME

THEN NOW GOING TO SLEEP SOON

BYE BYE

2009-05-23T23:01:00.004+08:00

today i am like sleeping for the whole day

i am so lazy

i really got no more life

i so lifeless

i am so lazy

i dunno how in the world i manage to sleeep and sleep

even worst then a pig

today tanuja birthday i was susposed to go

but thanks to my mother i got no key

to even leave the house

i really got nothing to say today

today i no life

2009-05-23T10:39:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TANUJA

GROW OLDER

"a truth that is told with bad intent beats all the lies you can invert "

william blake -english poet

FRIDAY : THE LONELY

2009-05-22T09:48:00.003+08:00

I AM IN SCHOOL NOW

HAVING ENGLISH LESSON IN THE COMPUTER LAB

I DID NOT KNOW THAT TANUJA , RASHVIN , LOGAIN SO MANY PPL NVR COME SCHOOL

I AND EZRA LIKE SOME FUCKING FOOL SITING ALONE DOING NOTHING

WAH IF I KNOW I ALSO NVR COME SCHOOL ALSO LOR

AND I DUN HAVE A HANDPHONE NOW THAT MY PHONE IS COVISCATED BY SOME IDIOT MOREOVER MY BILL COME YESTERDAY 4 PAGES LONG

$ 1520 ++++ I DUN NO THEN MUST STILL ADD MY INTERNET LAH

THEN MY HOUSE PHONE IN TOTAL THAT BILL WAS LIKE

3K PLUSS

THEN MY FATHER WAS LIKE HOW THE HELL YOU TALK FOR SO LONG

THEN I SAY PRO MAH

THEN HE JUST TELL ME GO GET YOU OWN PRE-PAID CARD

I MEAN ALSO NO DIFFERRANCE

HE STILL HAVE TO GIVE MONEY

FOR THAT RITE

STUPID FELLOW

THEN HAVE THE STUDENT COUNCILLOR CHECK THING BUT I NEVER GET GOT

I WAS ACTUALLY WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO SCOLD ME

BUT NO ONE SCOLD

AND MY RESULTS WAS LIKE VERY BAD

I LIKE FAILED ALL MY SUBJECTS

I AM SO NOT HAPPY WITH MY RESULTS

CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT I EVEN FAILED ENGLISH

NOW GOING FOR RECESS I AM VERY HUNGRY

BYE BYE

2009-05-20T23:24:00.002+08:00

CELEBRATE I HAVE POST 50 TIMES

THIS WEEK DAM TIRING I GO OUT TOO LATE AND AND COME BACK HOME TOO

LATE UNTIL I AM DYING WITH THE LACK

OF SLEEP

BHISMAN IS SLEEPING

WILL SLEEP

WILL ALWAYS SLEEP

GOOD NIGHT

ALL THE BEST WHEN YOU SEE YOUR TEST PAPERS TMR

I AM QUITE SURE I HAVE A BANK OF WATER IN MY EYES

2009-05-17T20:04:00.003+08:00

ME AND MY COUSIN NITRA

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY NITRA
IT WAS LIKE HER BIRTHDAY TODAY SO WANTED TO GIVE HER A SURPRISE
SO WE WENT TO TEMPANIES WHERE SHE LIVES THEN
WE GO HER HOUSE EAT PIZZA HUT
THEN BRING HER GO SHOPPING
THEN WE WENT DIVA
I BOUGHT HER SOME EARING
THEN GO DO SOMEMORE SHOPPING
IT WAS A VERY GOOD DAY I HAD WTH MY COUSIN
THEN GO HOMW SWEET HOME
YAH THEN NOW GOING TO REVFISION FOR CHEMISTRY HOPE CAN PASS
WITH GOOD RESULTS TO PULL MY PHYSICS UP
BYE BYE
STUDY HARD PPL

2009-05-16T16:17:00.001+08:00

I FEEL SO FARKED
I AM SO FARKED
U ARE JUST BLOODY USING MY NAME
FUCKING BUTCHES
DUN HAVE TO TELL ME IF U DUN WANT TO RITE
U SPOILT MY ENTIRE DAY
FARKING BITCHES

2009-05-15T19:57:00.004+08:00

THIS WEEK WAS RATHER VERY BUSY

I HAD MANY THINGS TO DO LIKE STUDY FOR EXAMINATION
AND KEEP ON PREPARING
FOR IT
ON TOP OF THAT HAVE TO PREPARE FOR FENCING COMPETTION THIS SATURDAY
I THINK I AM SO GONNA LOOSE
IT'S QUITE HARD TO FENCE
WHEN FIRST STARTED I THOUGHT IT WILL BE JUST FREAKING EASY JUST SWING THE SWARD BUT ACTUALLY THERE ARE LIKE A LOT OF STEPS TO IT
TODAY SCHOOL WAS BORING
EARLY IN THE MORNING GO OFFICE AND GET SCOLDING THEN
GO MEET BRYAN THEN GO EAT BREAKFAST AT MACDINALD
THEN WE BUY FOOD FOR HAZEL THEN GO SCHOOL
DO D&T PAPER
I SERIOUSLY COULDN'T BE BOTHERED
I WAS MORE MESMERIZED WITH HANAFI'S DRAWINGS WAS AWESOME
IT WAS LIKE GREAT
YAH SURE CAN GET A1
YAH THEN GO EAT LUNCH AT FOOD COURT
WITH RASHWIN , JEEVITHRA , EZRA , SHAKIRA
YAH THEN GO HOME
SWEET HOME
REALISED IT WAS ONLY 2PM
YAH THEN SLEEP
AND SLEEP
NOW GOOD NITGHT I AM GOING TO SLEEP
BYE BYE

2009-05-15T00:25:00.002+08:00

BHISMAN GAY IS SO LAZY TO POST ON HIS OWN BLOG.

& DEMANDS ME TO POST FOR HIM! :/

HE'S AN IDIOTTT.

GEOGRAPHY PAPER SUCKED FOR HIM.

BUT POA WAS LIKE EASYYYYYY. :)

FULL MARKS CONFIRM! :D

HEHHEH.

OKAY, STUPID GAY.

I'M GOING TO STUDY MY GEOG. BYEEEE!

NUTT-

2009-05-14T16:17:00.000+08:00

BHISMAN IS BORED
I AM GOING TO SELF -ENTERTAIN MYSELF

2009-05-13T21:28:00.004+08:00

POA IS DRIVING ME CRAZY
TODAY I DID MY SS AND PHYSICS TEST PAPER

THE SS PAPER COME OUT EXACTLY WHAT HAZEL SAY SHE IS LIKE A LUCKY CHARM
SO I THINK CAN PASS

BUT THE PHYSICS I SEE THE PAPER CAN DIE I JUST COULDN'T DO IT THEN I A LITTLE BIT FARKED UP CAUSE I STUDY SO HARD THEN I DUN KNOW
THEN AFTER EXAM FINISH GO PIZZA HUT TO EAT AND STUDY
BUT THE MANAGER DAM RUDE I WENT
TO THE TABLE THEN
THE MANGER WAS THERE I TOLD HER TO CLEAR THE TABLE
THEN SHE SAY OKAY THEN I ORDER MY FOOD
EVEN BEFORE THEY CLEARED THE TABLE THE FOOD CAME THEN I TOLD HER TO CLEAR THE TABLE AGIAN
SHE SAY : CAN'T YOU WAIT
I SAY : NO
SHE SAY : CAN'T YOU SEE THAT WE ARE BUSY
I SAY : I CAN SEE THAT BUT I DUN CARE
SHE SAY : CAN YOU PLEASE UNDERSTAND
I SAY : NO
THEN SHE COME AND CLEAR THE TABLE
ANYTHING ELSE WE MUST CLEAR
THEN I SAY NO THEN SHE JUST
GO TO KITCHEN AND THROW ALL THE THINGS
THE WORST THING IS THAT SHE IS THE MANAGER AND THEN SHE SHOW THIS KIND OF ATTITUDE
THEN HOW WILL THE OTHERS TREAT THE CUSTOMERS

PIZZA HUT SERVICE SUCKS

I WILL NVR GO THERE I DUN RECOMMEND YOU GO THERE
STILL CAN SAY SERVE WITH A SMILE SO NOT APPROPRIATE
THEN GO LIBARAY STUDY THEN WALK FATHINAH TO BUS STOP
THEN I GO HOME SLEEP

THEN STUDY NOW GOING TO STUDY GEOGRAPHY

ALL STUDENTS : ALL THE BEST

CONTINUE MUGGING

2009-05-12T19:17:00.002+08:00

MY TAMIL RESULTS WERE LIKE
AWSOME
NOT IN MY SECONDARY SCHOOL EDUCATION HAVE I GOTTEN
75% BEFORE
I WAS LIKE FREAKING HAPPY
TODAY I STUDYING BUT NO CONFIDENCE ON PHYSICS AT ALL
LOOKING AT MY GFA AND ALL THE CLASS TEST
I THINK I AM SURE GOING TO FAIL
I DUN WAN THAT TO HAPPEN
I AM REALLY STUDYING
I HAVE TO PASS OR ELSE I DIE
I AM GOING TO CONTINUE STUDYING
AND STUDYING
UNTIL I HAVE STUDIED
UNTILL THEN I SAY BYE BYE
HOPE ALL OF YOU GUYS ARE STUDYING
ALL THE BEST
HOPE ALL OF YOU GUYS OUT THERE WILL PASS ALL YOUR SUBJECTS WITH FLYING COLOURS
BEEETCHMEN SAYS BYE BYE

2009-05-06T20:27:00.003+08:00

PPL START STUDYING
i really regret not studying
i am so stressed
i am must some how pass all my subjects
if i dun i can KILL my self
fark lah
i should have studied
now so stressed
i see my physis txt book i want to faint
shit myself
i am so irritated
i am so going to die
i am soo sleepy
AND I HAVE ENOUGH OF william ho
bloddy shit since the day he called my mother
both my mother and he is irritating my life out to nuts
i really need some peace out of me :D
FARK MYSELF
fark my brains
how much i study also cannot understand
then in the end - no point
TODAY WAS LIKE THE ONLY AY IN HISTORY
MATHEMATICS LESSON WAS ACTUALLY COLD
ACTUALLY I REALISED SOMETHING
I LOVE MY BESTFRIEND
I LOVE YOU
AND FOR BABY GAL
WE CAN ALWAYS BE FRIENDS
REMEMBER THAT NO MATTER WHAT I STILL LOVE YOU
:D
i am quite sure can get better boyfriend then me
rite anyways i am really need to start studying
BHISMAN IS OFF TO MUG
bestfriend you also please study :D

2009-05-01T20:42:00.004+08:00

I HAVE NOT MUCH TO SAY

I WENT FOR MOVIE WITH FRIENDS ( XMEN )

IT WAS REALLY AWESOME
2. I HAD TUITION WAH FUCKING EMBARASSING LIKE SHIT
MY TEACHER ASK ME GO TO THE WHIT BOARD AND DO QUESTION
THEN I DUN NOE HOW TO DO :(
I WAS LIKE SUPER FREAKING EMBARASSING NOT JUST ONE TIME ALL THE QUESTIONS SHE GAVE ALSO I DUN KNOW HOW TO DO

2009-04-30T22:50:00.002+08:00

WAH TODAY DAM SWAY
I TELL YOU
I GO SCHOOL NOTHING HAPPEN UNTIL FINISH SCHOOL

WILLIAM HO CALL MY MOTHER JUST BECAUSE I WAS RASHWIN AND LOGAIN
I GOT FINED IN THE MRT $500 FOR EATING THE MRT

LET SEE HOW WILL BE TMR
BYE BYE

2009-04-29T19:12:00.005+08:00

TODAY IS MY DAD'S AND PREMALA'S BIRTHDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
THIS WEEK GOT ALOT OF PPL GOT BITHDAY
YAH TODAY WAS QUITE OKAY LAH I WAS JUST EMOIG AROUND
AND I REALISE THAT I DUN NEED TO BE LIKE THAT FOR SOME BUSTARD CHILD
ANYWAY I SEEM ANGRY OVER SOMETHING
I MYSELF DUN KNOW
SO I KNOW I AM A LITTLE RETARTED / WIERD
I THINK I GOT SWINE FLU
I GO DOCTOR THE DOCTOR SAY
YOU DUN HAVE LA
JUST NORMAL FLU
SERIOUSLY I SCARED ALREADY
I DUN WAN DE SO FAST
BUT GOT MC FOR TMR BUT STILL COMING SCHOOL
ITS LIKE EXAM TIME
I NEED TO STUDY
I FALL SICK LIKE MORE THEN 100 TIMES THIS YEAR
I AM SUCH A BITCH
ANYWAY I REALLY NO IDEA HOW ON EARTH WILL I PASS MY EXMS
SHIT MYSELF
BHISMAN IS CURSING HIMSELF

2009-04-28T21:08:00.000+08:00

BHISMAN

EXCITED
FUCKED UP
STUPID
IDIOTIC
REALLY ANGRY
BORED

THIS IS HOW I FEEL TODAY